there is so much i wan't to share to him, but my words are lost deep within me i have so many emotions how do i make him see? life is not that simple hear from my heart--- our love will concur all as we stand here at the start. not speaking to him is killing me he's there and i'm here one day soon---that changed and i finally have him near. the angels--- they did send him the day that we met i know that our love will last for always as in concrete---it is set. we can explore our love together and set OUR emotions free for the skies are without limits we can sour the tree tops too perched upon a strong branch--- our love is for alaways true i never meant for this to happen but i am sure glad it did hearing his laughter---his love makes me feel like a child i hope that zac never doubt the love that i shared to him because i am here to hold him he will just wait and see... for now,i have to be patient and accept our destiny and i promise to you zachary you are for always within me*** 
i love you so deeply, i love you so much, i love the sound of your voice, and the way we touch each other, i love you're warm smile, and you're kind,thoughtful way, the joy that you bring--- to my life every day, i love you today, as i have from the start, and i'll love you for ALWAYS, with all my heart and soul*** 
i miss you so much day and night i can't realized why you're gone i just think i treat you right but now i'm alone again the days without you are so long these days---without your kiss and smile and i don't know what i've done wrong i've been thinking of this for a while a fewquestions that i need to know--- WHY DOES MY HEART FEEL SO BAD? WHY YOU COULD EVER HURT ME SO? WHY CAN'T I GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND AND HEART? now i'm standing here alone with this weight upon my heart wondering why you're gone remembering our feelings from the start in my mind i have all my memories in a range each moment spent with you is unforgetable but i can't realized what made you change for me this is just ungetable i know i won't pull through without you by my side so love come to me---don't run and hide the only thing i wan't is to be with you please love---make my wish come true DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU MAKE MY DAYS COUNT? and i'm always happy when you're around it does'nt matter what we do as long as i'm here with YOU!!!*** 
zachary crois poliran yuipco love jobelle mepico alaysa
today is april 26,2008*** ngayon ang araw na aalis si zachary for CEBU*** for his OJT***@ vicente sotto hospital & perpetual*** hahay*** @ 5:00pm aalis na siya*** mawawala siya sa surigao for ... almost one (1) month*** hubhuhuhu*** I LOVE YOU LALABz KOH !!!*** GOOD LUCK !!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!
i found out just tonight that*** zachary changed my tagged account! 'x***t !!! i was very much tierd of making it superb... as in..ALL !!! ( I HATE HIM FOR THAT !!! ) the PROFILE...my PICTUREs...my BLOGs... my SONGs...& my FRIENDs are ALL GONE !!! i hate him !!!
Love does not hurt. Physical and/or emotional abuse are not a part of love. Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, “You would do it if you loved me!” tactic. Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring. Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person’s happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself. If somebody asks you to do something that you don’t want to do in order to “prove” your love they do not love you the way you might think they do. When you love another person you don’t ask them to sacrifice a part of themselves in the name of that love. It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction. It is possible to feel romantic love for more than one person at a given time. Just think, if it is possible for you to love both of your parents at the same time why would it be impossible to feel romantic love for two people at once? Don’t beat yourself up emotionally if you find yourself in this unhappy situation. But be sure to remain single and be open and honest with all parties about your feelings and confusion. Sex is NOT love. Love is NOT sex. Sex can be a part of romantic love but it is never mandatory. Romantic love can (and often does) fade. When it goes there is not always a reason. When somebody falls out of love with you it does not reflect upon your value as a person or your desirability. Love should make you feel happy, secure and appreciated***
| Everybody*** This is a letter to has his or her own color.Squares with the same color link to letters written to the same person. For example,all the squares that are this color link to letters to my roomate,Happy.In addition,there is also a color code corresponding to the type of relationship I have with each of these people.For example,all the yellow squares link to strangers. The code: red and pink=lovers orange=fan letters yellow=strangers green=acquaintances blue=friends purple=crushes indigo=family brown=people I don't really like gray=anyone black=everyone white=me flesh=my dream lover The letters are arranged in roughly chronological order,going from left to right,top to bottom. |
You were the reason WHY I got up everyday Because you told me you wanted to see me You were the reason WHY my smile was so big Because you told me I was on your mind You were the reason WHY I loved so much Because you told me you loved me You were the reason WHY I cared to much Because you told me we would be together forever
You are the reason WHY I hate so much Because you told me your tired You are the reason WHY my heart is broken Because you told me you did'nt love me You are the reason WHY I smile no more Because you told me you no longer wanted me You are the reason WHY my heart will no longer beat Because you told me you no longer cared ... IT'S HURTZ...=( I STILL LOVE YOU... hope will be together again... 
*** Once i was afraid, i'd never find someone to really care about, I wanted someone perfect, atleast for me. A special kind of talking; an honest way of listning; not being afraid to laugh or cry; kindness and understanding; fun and excitement. Someone who would lift my heart with joy. I guess, i expected a lot, but i am a believer and i believed that somebody, someone's perticular magic would transform my life. so inspite of all the waiting, all the loneliness, all the "almost giving up", its been all worthwhile, and wishes really do come true, because what i always wanted isn't a dream - IT'S really YOU!!
***I could tell you I loved you. I could tell you you're my life. But I won't because I don't think that would be enough. Not only do I want to tell you how much I love you, I want to show you. You are the reason I live, the reason my heart keeps beating. Without you my life would be over. I never knew I could love someone as much as I love and need you. Please know I'll never be able to love anyone as much as I love you.
You're the only one for me. And that's the way it will always be. Without you my heart would be empty and incomplete. Every memory I have of you I treasure. Every thought of you is wonderful. Thank you for the love you have given me. Thank you for the lesson of my life I will never forget. Thank you, love of my life...  .
why does my heart still hold on to you at every waking moment,in everything i do why do i have to see your face all day and if you knew,what would you say? my heart breaks in two when i see her with you and i think to my self,what i didn't do i wish i could somehow turn back the time and relive one second when you where mine. i wish no one ever had to know the feeling of LOVESICK pain fom head to toe like someone rips out your heart and tears it in two and sit back and watch is all you can do. in my dreams you say those words i long to hear and when i look in your eyes, i know your sincere so i'll see you later, when the day is through when i'm asleep in my bed, DREAMING of you. ...'coz i still LOVE YOU...
if i could be young once again i would have sooner met you and all that i would have remained is the love i have for you if i could have just shown you how much you mean to me then i could have died happily with the tears of joy in me if i could have been your dream princess then i would have been your love and not as your friend anymore if i could have been a stranger and not as my self to you then i might have had the courage to say wholeheartedly I LOVE YOU if i could have lived my life then you could have seen me through because all that i had ever did was for you to love me too if i could have just seen tomorrow i would have jumped ahead of time because today it might have not ended and today you might have been MINE.
i remember us, he way we used to be, i'd hod you in my arms, your smile so sweet to me, but now when i see you, you look right through me, i feel so alone now, but when i close my eyes... ALL I SEE IS YOU. the love we used to share, gone up in whirl winds, will i ever love, or ever live again, i am tired of crying, and i am done trying, to remembe all about you, but when i close my eyes... ALL SEE IS YOU. all the love i am sending, the memories i won't sell, i know there must be an ending, to the story i will tell, i deam only of your love, and happiness in life, i try not to think of you, but when iclose my eyes..ALL I SEE IS YOU. ...
my gif to you is my love given from deep wihtin my heart it is the best i have to offer and it's yours unti this eaht we depart you have captured a part of me a part which is so very fragile that i am in fear for it is my heart i have lost to you my love, the one i hold most dear i chose to love you now with all that i have and all that i am and i pray that GOD follows us to guide our steps as we cross this land for it is with his blessngs we will live most at peace with each other for he is the reason after all we found one another..I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU ...with all my !
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS:] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
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Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It's getting late, dark outside I need to be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity
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